SARAH♥________________

Monday, March 31, 2008

you wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is ?
it's waking up on a monday morning with no complaints.
it's knowing you always deserve to laugh.
it's doing what feels right no matter what.
it's doing what you want to,
no matter how stupid you look.
it's about being yourself,
cause no one can tell you that your're doing it wrong.

I have this fear that one day you'll finally get a good look at me
& I'm going to disappoint you cause you'll see that I am not as strong
or as good as you think I am,
and I'm afraid that it will change the way you think about me.

♥ 12:48 PM

Remember how in kindergarten you'd meet a kid,
walk up to him,
know nothing about him,
then in 10 minutes,
playing like you were best friends…
because you didn't have to be anything other than yourself ?
i guess i just want to be a kid again.
i want to go back to believing in everything
&& knowing nothing at all.

you stuck up for me, and i'll never forget it.

♥ 12:33 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

I feel extremely unprepared for ite.

Up to this point, I could think of nothing but getting out of school.
And now im out.
I'm not so sure.

I'll be 18 in a few months down the road.
I don't quite know what that means for me.
Feels as though I'm depending too much on everyone else around me.
Not necessarily for support, or to provide me with anything.
Just...to be there.
It scares me to think that some of my closest friends will be gone within a few months time.
I'm not ready for that yet.

I'd like time to stand still.
Just for a while.

I wish my life was a song;
where i can rewind the best moments,
forward the bad & pause the great ones.

Because everything is speeding by too fast.
thats why.

♥ 1:24 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Let's run away to a place where the air tastes like rain and the sun shines like Sunday morning.
You bring your laugh and I'll bring my sense of humor, and we can taste the days, one week after another.
Life is not a movie.
Good guys lose.
Everybody lies.
And love does not conquer all.

♥ 12:49 PM