hello.
don't really have any mood to update.
so I'm just here to tell everyone that,
i LOST MY GOD DAMN PHONE.
so don't bother sms-ing / calling.
*it was NOT misplace. it was TAKEN.
!@#$% the damn person that took it.
disappointed when you thought i was kidding.
i guess,
i shouldn't expect so much.
♥ 1:16 PM
today has been a really BAD day for me.
at 530AM,
i was awoken by loud bangings on my door;
my dad asking me to wake up for breakfast
& to open the door.
* i was thinking... i got lock meh?
to my surprise when i tried to open it,
it was still jammed.
the turn thing wouldn't turn...
so i was stucked in.
really bad timing.
so there i was in my room,
waiting for SOMEONE to get me out.
Hafiz was really sweet =)
he kept asking if i was okay,
if i was scared / crying.
which i obviously wasn't.
he even called me to talk incase i was bored.
hahas.
after countless tries,
they still couldn't get the door to open.
the locksmith was called.
&&OMGG.
just to smash a knob it costed 40 bucks.
what.the.hell?!
DAYLIGHT ROBBERY!!!
well,
i finally got out at 7.48AM.
thou i kinda wished i was still stuck in.
cause when i came out.
my dad complained about my phone bill.
luckily he was already late for work.
so didn't nag much.
phew!~
continued to sleep till that YH
msged me for not waking him up.
that was at 12PM+ i think.
Zzz.
i was still sleeping lurh.
Zal asked me out for dinner.
but lazy uh.
Tampines....
& as for the rest of the day...
i did nothing.
the end.
=/
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN!!
some facts on life;
optimistic people are here to keep the
pessimistic people from wallowing into misery.
pessimistic people are here to remind
the optimistic people of a little fact called reality.
*so, where were you?
-lastly, im super moody.
♥ 8:52 PM
Caution:
*super random post.
went out to marina square today.
with ben chin, aloy, daniel
to celebrate Ben Neo's birthday.
loads of catching up & fun fun fun!!
reached home at aprox 6.30pm.
=))
training tomorrow at 8AM sharp.
rawr!!!
why must it be so early?!
to go or not to go.....?
anyways changing the topic.
cant wait till sunday.
im meeting Esther ah soh.
YAY.
hahas.
results coming soon.
2nd october.
nervous!!
haha, suay for someone.
or maybe not.
if get bad results just use birthday as excuse laaa.
buahahaha!!
=X
sometimes i look myself in the mirror & wonder;
who's that person looking back at me?
-------------------------------------------------
behind every "i'm fine" is a mind full of confusion,
trying to find a way out
♥ 12:00 PM
in a couple of minutes time i'll be heading off to old NUS.
for a match for some CCAB thingy.
which is at bukit merah..
or was it bukit timah...
aiya...
one of the bukit's laaaa.
idk how to get there.
anyways,
i do know that if i do get lost there
SOMEONE will be extremely happy
&& will even celebrate.
what.the.hell.
thats how the world works.
people are mean
&& life's a bitch.
♥ 3:00 AM
pictures from the picnic.
i don't have all of them.
& yep i look retarded in the pictures.
oh hell.
whateverr.
sometimes i lay down and watch the sky fall.
imagined the raindrops melting away my skin.
&& wait for the one stroke of lightning that
would arrow through my heart,
and make me feel one hundred percent alive
for the first time in my whole sorry existence.
♥ 7:47 PM
im so friggin BORED!
not been doing much lately.
sleeping till 12pm everday.
played monopoly today.
real waste of time.
but what to do.
i really needed to waste time.
-.-
&& FINALLY!
news that there's training
Monday, 5.30pm.
zomggg.
idk why but i miss training & school!
Happy Birthday ;
Hui Ying && Sadatul.
And to think,
that at one point,
I used to be the one who made you smile.
i wonder how many times we'll say goodbye before we finally let go.
♥ 12:00 PM
not been posting lately cause of exams.
andddd.
its finally over!
=D
i think i did quite okay for my papers.
except for the bank reconciliation.
("thanks" ian for THAT :/)
wet blanket!
ouh well.
just 2 or maybe 3 marks.
holidays here i COME!
HELLO late nights and GOODBYE early mornings.
puasa.
zzz.
There's someone in her past that she hasn't gotten over yet.
Each day is like the last and she misses what she can't forget.
It's just an empty space where something used to be
Now she guards the gate,
but she's lost the key.
So no one enters,
but no one leaves.
** exercise okay!
♥ 11:07 PM
two more papers and i'll be done.
can't really concentrate.
idk why.
today while teaching yh my mind was some where else.
no mood to study?
argh.
not so confident with bfd.
so many stuff to remember.
i think afd should be okay.
did so many papers alr.
:/
If you could be a type of cookie, what type would you be?
the truth is, i never got over you.
i need to forget.
♥ 9:59 PM
You know people ask;
are you okay?
But they're never really expecting the truth.
Because the reality of the matter is,
if I was okay,
you wouldn't really have to wonder.
right?
if u see me crying.
just act like you didn't see anything.
it won't hurt to pretend right?
♥ 7:59 PM
sitting on the long bus rides today made me think alot,
alot of the past.
and how much i miss those times.
somehow it feels like something's missing.
flash backs.
ificryitsyourfault
anyone willing to lend me a hug?
im afraid.
♥ 8:22 PM
