Up to this point, I could think of nothing but getting out of school. And now im out. I'm not so sure.
I'll be 18 in a few months down the road. I don't quite know what that means for me. Feels as though I'm depending too much on everyone else around me. Not necessarily for support, or to provide me with anything. Just...to be there. It scares me to think that some of my closest friends will be gone within a few months time. I'm not ready for that yet.
I'd like time to stand still. Just for a while. I wish my life was a song; where i can rewind the best moments, forward the bad & pause the great ones. Because everything is speeding by too fast. thats why.