Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody?
You don't want to smile,
& you don't want to fake being happy.
But at the same time,
you don't know exactly what is wrong either.
there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand.
if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone.
people have stopped being comforting..
& being alone never was.
at least when your alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong
& there isn't anyone who wont take 'I don't no' for an answer.
You feel the way you do just BECAUSE.
You hope the feeling will pass soon &
that you will be able to be yourself again,
but until then all you can do is wait..
& i've fooled myself for a little while.
thinking everything is okay trying to hide it with a smile.
im trying to act like it's all a dream..
but everything starts to fade..
& this is all more real than it seems
yeah im tryin my hardest to keep everything okay,
but this is life,
& you don't always get your way.
friends try to prove your not a retarded psychopath,
best friends just share the retardedness with you.
♥ 9:26 PM